Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Control...

Since the doctor visit and the suppositories Pea has been trying to take control over her life and I am trying to help her as much as possible, however I am finding it to be very challenging. Small things that are normally not a big deal have become a huge issue and it seems a struggle is around every corner. I see every struggle as an opportunity to regain trust within her so I am accepting of all of her emotions, I understand that in her eyes it seems like I was not her advocate for the first time in her life. Of course, this breaks my heart but I know we did the right thing, and I know she will learn to trust us again. I am going to be patient, empathetic and remember to breath in moments of frustrations.

Tomorrow is a new day....a fresh start. Here's to hoping we both wake up feeling refreshed and happy. Tomorrow is a YES day.

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